Dolly
Sumner Lunt Burge describes the pillaging of her homestead by troops.
[Nov.] 19th. . . I walked to the
gate. There they came, filing up. I hastened back to my frightened servants
& told them they had better hide, and then went back to the gate to claim
protection & a guard. But like
Demons they rush in. My yards are
full. To my smokehouse, my dairy,
pantry, kitchen & cellar like famished wolves they come, breaking locks
& whatever is in their way. The
thousand pounds of meat in my smokehouse is gone in a twinkling. My flour, my meat, my lard, butter, eggs,
pickles of various kinds, both in vinegar & brine, wine, jars & jugs,
are all gone. My eighteen fat turkeys
my hens, chickens & fowls - my young pigs, are shot down in my yard, &
hunted as if they were the rebels themselves.
Utterly powerless, I came to appeal to the guard I cannot help you Madam it is the orders
& as I stood there from my lot, I saw driven first old Dutch my dear old
Buggy horse, who had carried my dear dead husband so many miles, & who
would so quietly wait at the block for him to mount & dismount, & then
had carried him to his grave, performing the same sad office to dear Lou -
& who had been my faithful servant so many years. Then old Mary, my brood mare, who for years has been too old
& stiff, for work. With her three
year old colt my two year old mule, & her last little baby colt -there they
go- There go my sheep & worse than all - my boys, my poor boys, are forced
to get the mules.
But alas little did I think while trying
to save my house from plunder & fire - that they were forcing at the point
of the bayonet my boys from home. One .
. . jumped into the bed in his cabin, & declared himself sick, another
crawled under the floor, a lame boy, he was, but they pulled him out &
placed him on a horse & drove him off.
Kid, poor kid. The last I saw of
him, a man had him going round the garden looking as I thought for my sheep as
he was my shepherd. Jack came crying to
me the big tears coursing down his cheeks saying they were making him go. I said stay in my room but a man followed in
cursing him & threatening to shoot him if he did not go poor Jack had to
yield. James Arnold in trying to escape
from a back window was captured & marched off. Henry too was taken I know not how or when, but probably when he
& Bob went after the mules.
I had not believed they would force from
their homes the poor doomed negroes, but such has been the fact here, cursing
them & saying that Jeff Davis was going to put them in his army, but that
they should not fight for him but for them.
No indeed! No! They are not friends to the slave We have never made the poor cowardly negro
fight, & it is strange, passing strange, that the all powerful Yankee
nation with the whole world to back them, their ports open, their armies filled
with soldiers from all nations, should at last take the poor negro to help them
out against this "little Confederacy," which was to be brought back
into the Union in sixty days time. My
poor boys, My poor boys. What unknown
trials are before you. How Jon here
clung to your mistress & assisted her in every way you knew how you have never known want, of
any kind, never have I corrected them a word was sufficient it was only to tell
them what I wanted done & they obeyed.
Their parents are with me & how sadly they lament the loss of their
boys.
Their cabins are rifled of every
valuable. The soldiers swearing that
their Sunday clothes were the white peoples & that they never had time to
get such things as they had. Poor . . .
chest was broken open, his money & tobacco taken, he has always been a
money making & saving boy, not unfrequently has his crop brought him five
hundred dollars & more. All of his
clothes and Rachels clothes that dear Lou gave her before her death & which
she had packed away were stolen from her.
Ovens, skillets, coffee mills of which we had three, coffee pots, not
one have I left - sifters all gone.
Seeing that the soldiers could not be restrained the guard ordered me to
have their things that remained brought into my house. Which I did - & they all, poor things,
huddled together into my room fearing every moment that the house would be
burned.
A Mr. Webber from Illinois & a Captain
came into my house of whom I claimed protection from the vandals that were
forcing themselves into my rooms. He
said he knew my brother Orrington of Chicago, . . . shame I could not restrain
my feelings but bursting into tears implored him to see my brother & let
him know my destitution. I saw nothing
before me but starvation. He promised
to do this and comforted me with the assurance that my dwelling house would not
be burned though my out buildings might.
Poor little Sadie went crying to him as a friend & told him they had
her doll Nancy he begged her to come & see him & he would give her a
fine waxen one. He felt for me I give
him & several others the character of gentlemen. I don't believe they would have molested women & children had
they had their own way. He seemed
surprised that I had not laid away in my house flour & other
provisions. I did not suppose I could
secure them there more than where I usually left them for in last summer raid
houses were thoroughly searched. In
parting with him I parted as with a friend.
Sherman with a greater portion of his army passed my house that day. All day, as its sad moments rolled on were
they passing, not only in front of my house, but they came up behind, tore down
my garden palings, made a road through my back yard & lot field, driving
their stock & riding through, tearing down my fences, & desolating my
home Wantonly doing it when there was
no necessity for it. Such a day if I
live to the age of Methuselah, may God spare me from ever seeing again.
Such were some of the scenes of this sad
day and as night drew it sable curtains around us, the heavens from every point
were lit up with flames from burning buildings! Dinnerless & supperless as
we were, it was nothing in comparison to the fear of being driven out homeless
& houseless to the dreary woods.
Nothing to eat. I could give my
guard no supper & he left us. I
appealed to another asking him if he had wife mother or sister, & how he
should feel were they in my situation.
A Col. from Vermont left me two men but they were Dutch & I could
not understand one word they said. My
Heavenly Father alone saved me from the destructive fire. Carriage house had in it eight bales of
cotton with my carriage buggy & harness, on top of the cotton was some
corded cotton rolls a hundred pounds or more
These were thrown out the blankets in which they were taken, & a
large twist of the rolls, set on fire & thrown into the boat of my carriage
which was close up to the cotton bales.
Thanks to my God the cotton only burned over & then went out! Shall I ever forget the deliverance?
This was after night - the greater part of
the army had passed. It came up very
windy and cold. My room was full nearly
with the bedding of 8 with the negroes.
They were afraid to go out for my women could not step outside of the
door without an insult from them. They
lay down on the floor Sadie got down
& under the same cover with Sally while I sat up all night. Watching every moment for the flames to
burst out from some of my buildings.
The two guards came into my room & laid themselves by my fire. For the night I could not close my eyes but
kept walking to & fro. Watching the
fires in the distance & dreading the approaching day which I feared as they
had not all passed would be but a continuation of horrors.
From: American Women's Diaries, 1789-1923.
Microfilm. Manuscripts and Archives, Yale University.